From EPOV:
I lifted up Bella into my arms and carried her down to her room. I figured she might be more comfortable in her own space to talk. God I so hope we wouldn’t be talking for long. I laid her down in the center of her bed and laid down next to her. She turned on her side to face me and that look of nervousness was still there. Well I guess there is nothing going on tonight. My buddies were not pleased with this turn of events, but even they had a soft spot for this angel here.
“Em, I…umm…well you know I am not all that experienced. And I..uh…umm.” She was stuttering and rambling and making little sense, but I think I got the picture.
“Bean it’s okay. I understand you are new to all this. But know I would never rush you or hurt you. I am with you always. We were in the moment before, I get that, but we can go at your pace.” I kissed her nose and she smiled up at me. Her smile faltered just as quickly and she looked down.
“I just don’t want to disappoint you. I want to be good.” Jesus Christ! This girl just doesn’t get it.
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